For my residency at Artsway, I had proposed to produce some new work in Chengdu, Sichuan Province of SW China (more on the concepts later).
But as most people know by now, this is the exact region that has just suffered a huge earthquake, measuring 7.8 on the Richter scale. So devastating, the impact was felt as far as Beijing and Vietnam!! I have to say, my first thought was with the panda's, as this is the region where they come from. As they are a rare breed anyway, I am hoping some of them have survived. As for human lives, I don't think we are going to know yet, exactly how many people have died, gone missing etc, since as it's still not been possible to reach the epicentre of the quake.
On a personal note, this catastrophe is making me feel quite deflated and confused. Even before starting my residency, I had begun the task of preparing for my trip to Chengdu. But from the moment I started my residency, I have done nothing but focus on the project, planning, preparing, setting the ground work, arranging local help in China etc. There's been weeks and weeks of research, honing myself until the day I will go - supposedly on the 30th of May.
The feeling is akin to being a 100m swimmer who dedicates all their time to training, perfecting every aspect of their sport to give themselves ever chance of success in a major tournament - only to be told a week before a race, that the pool has no water, and isn't going to have any for the foreseeable future.
At the moment, 50% of me is saying stay put and reschedule everything. But the other 50% is quite stubborn, and just want to go out there on the 30th and get on with it.
What to do?